I know you don’t trust me. Just, now I realise something. I don’t trust me either. From the minute I saw that blood, only thought in my head… and I tell myself it’s for the right reasons, my intentions are good, and it, it feels true, you know? But I think, underneath… I just miss the feeling. I know how messed up that sounds, which means I know how messed up I am. Thing is, the problem’s not the demon blood, not really. I mean, I, what I did, I can’t blame the blood or Ruby or… anything. The problem’s me. How far I’ll go. There’s something in me that… scares the hell out of me, Dean.
weechesters meme♚ episodes [1/4] ↳4x13: ”I thought maybe, underneath your whole “I could give a crap,” bad-boy thing, that there was something more going on. I mean, like the way you are with your brother.”